Waiting For You

Waiting for your letter.. has got to be one of the hardest things i've ever had to do. The anticipation is eating at me. We haven't talked in about a month and a half. It scares me thinking about what you will write back. If anything, I just want you to say that you're okay. But there are a million other things I want. I want to see the words "I love you" and "I miss you". Because God knows just how much I do. I keep telling myself that soon.. everything will be alright. Before we know it, things will be the way they should be and we will be together. I don't know how long that will take.. if it even ever happens. I hope it does. Because I love you more than anything and I just want to spend my life with you. To be in your arms, to hear your voice, and look in your eyes.. I want it so bad. I can't get you out of my head.. not that I want you to be. But not knowing what will happen.. it kills me. I guess I should take my own advice though. Never expect anything.. because when you don't, that's when the good will come along ♥